Jack of Spades
Establishment of basic power. It's okay to go at your own pace.
There are seasons in life, as there are in nature. A time of growth would be like spring, and winter would be a time of gathering strength. Right now seems to be your charging period of winter. Do not spread yourself out too thin, just settle down slowly and work on things
You must backpedal a bit in order to begin something new. In order to develop basic power, the first priority is to continuously research and train.